Nothing has really been happening lately in my life.
I'm getting a lot better but I had been really scared lately that the disturbance in me would come back after watching that boy try to kill himself a few weeks ago.

I really am okay though and I'm glad to be here.

If you want to get ahold of me, my IM is troubledxalicia

Things have been insanely quiet (pun? maybe) these days. In my head and out of my head.
I miss Mikey.
I don't miss that certain persona that drove me out of my mind.

I feel bad for abandoning this.
I've been doing okay.
I saw Mikey, a little bit, and god, you have no idea how good that was for me.

It's been two months since the last time I wasn't myself.
Thank god.

I'm ready to give up.

She's in my head and never coming out.

I'm done.

[AIM] troubledxalicia

I'm so alone it's destroying me.
I met Mikey in the library and that made me happy.
But I have not seen him since.
My head feels like it's going to literally explode.
What do I do?

I'm lonely.
She came out yesterday.
Nobody was there to hurt,
but I'm not getting better.

I need a friend.
So much that it's killing me.

Alicia - [AIM] troubledxalicia

So, I've been here for a few weeks.
It's been nice.
She's been more under control here than anywhere else.
I mean, she came out once and it scared me.
But they have a better hold on her than I ever had.

I'm happy.
But kind of lonely.

- Alicia